pilot: the meet & greet

Hello world, those both significant and not. I met this guy wen I was 16 years old and what I loved most was that he had so much.....He had nothing. Brown skin and dreads. A blank slate. How do you build a relationship with someone after they have pretty much left your life. Ask about me. Conversations here and there. Which I love, real conversation that is. Breakdown of the outer, inside look within. I love the inner. The outer is a facade, a mask, a choice. You can't help who you really are but you are [to the world] who you choose to be. Are you following? Thats the person I want to know, the person you are afraid to show. Your secret is safe with me. I won't judge. You hear it all the time. But who will actually say "I will judge. I will lie to you. Im going to break your heart." No one. What are words, anyway. Still, I wont judge you. I wanna get to know ya. And then you can get to know me. Very few people actually know me. 

But I'll show you mine, if you show me yours.

My private parts--my thoughts of course. 

Take me there. Adventures on spaceships. Anywhere. There is more to me than the eye can see. I have more to say than your ears can bear. My love is never ending cause my heart is so big. But you will never know if you never let me show you. This a 'shy' person making herself vulnerable. And no one will answer my call. Last time I ever do this. Ever. Just fulfill your temporary role, I'll know you on the surface, from the departing runway to the baggage carousel once I reach my destination. Thanx

That was a dramatic end.

But I'm not done. Today, March 5th 2009, is a good day. I'm a happy girl, my joy remains internal and eternal. Can't nobody take that away from me.  I once heard something along the lines of at the end of the day, the only person looking out for you is going to be yourself. I agree. You have to do what best for you, make the right choices, and make sure that you're happy at the end of the day...or somewhere close to it. 

Adopt-A Positive-Attitude.