SPRING BREAK!!!!!!! Relaxation. Ready for the next step. No vacation. Nothing spectacular. But I'm totally content. If I'm content with my life and I'm on the right track, then that should be enough. I never understood the people who judged the lives of others. Why does what I do with my life affect YOU? oh...nothing you say? thought so, it doesn't.
Back to college. College, oh University of Maryland College Park. Freshman year is slowly coming to a close. Big ass school with tens of thousands of people and I still get lonely. These people man...people in general man...they just don't tickle my fancy. I'm not extra picky but I just don't take to everyone. I only feel comfortable around certain people. The coolkids usually omit this aura that just turns me off. Cliques- kill me now. And yes they exist in college. I will never like the _____ people. The people who are loud and out there just because....EXTRA and unnecessary. The people who think they run things. I like the people who are cool enough to be coolkids but choose to not be ALLLL out there which makes them 10x cooler. oh unless i just love their spirit or know who they really are. then I'm good. LOL. i'm just sayin. I mean these people I dislike may be great people, I just never really meet them. So I'm going to continue to assume what I do about this collective, don't dislike anyone in particular at CP though...for the record. LOL. I'm just sayin.....This is not the entry I intended to write.But I'm gonna continue. This is not me bashing CP people. Cause I have met some really nice people here. nice. good. sweet. kool. funny. chill. All that good stuff. I do have people who show me love. Especially as far as female friends, CP is giving me what I never really had too much of. Cool ass females, I thought I was the only one. LOL. It's relieving to be with girls and not completely hate it. I still love my males tho. Not too many of the CP ones tho, they just aren't all that great. Anonymous shoutout to the males whom I fux with. I believe solid friendships can be built with time and I got that, so I'm good. I luv my CP fam.
Moving right along. There's this boy. I guessed his middle name right but I forgot it. Anyway, he paid me a visit...in my mind. And I felt so special. (Repeat 3x) And he kissed my forehead which is like the ultimate AWWW. And he pulled me close. I listened to his heartbeat...cause it played my favorite song? NO. But you get the point. It was bliss. He crosses my mind every now and again and again. However, he has yet to make another stop. I'll wait till we reach cruising altitude.
uhhh check out the Freshness League. i downloaded the mixtape, you can too.
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