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Self-Doubt is your worst enemy and
"Believe in yourself" is the best advice
because Self-Confidence is key.

Summer has been so good to me. Even though my biggest plan did not go as planned, things turned out just fine. A job isn't everything and I definitely wasn't settling for no anything ass job. ((p.s. I love when ppl describe things as "anything".)) Certainly tried an interview and was unsuccesful but later realized I didn't wanna work there anyway which is probably what shined through during their 17 question interrogation. Of course, I was kinda bummed out at first but when I realized I didn't get something I didn't even want, the pain subsided. Something is NOT always better than nothing. And maintaining your happiness is the most important of everything so mission accomplished. Reni wins again.

Got that internship like I wanted to though. woot woot. I like that my scope of work has been designed around the strengths my supervisor thinks that I possess. There is nothing I love more than seeing myself excel and listening to the praises of those around me especially when it comes to things I'm not super confident about. But really, in my life, there's nothing I'm SUPER confident about. I lack that "this has my name on it and I spent alot of time and put alot of work into it so it must be the shit" confidence. Words of a self-proclaimed perfectionist.

Speaking of confidence, let's return to those 3 lines from the beginning.
Everything comes from within. How you think of yourself will reflect in the way you carry yourself which will have a great effect on how others percieve you. Be Mindful.