I remember when I used to be really happy and content with my situation.
That was a fun part of life.

It's not that I hate to see others doing better than me.
I just wish I could say I was doing great, making moves, and taking steps forward as well.

I feel like I'm at a standstill, in a rut.
I don't know what can bring me out of it.

I have an idea and it involves a male.
Not saying I need one to be happy.

I seek concrete companionship.
I find em, they come and GO. 

All I wanted to do this summer was make money. 
All the eggs, all the baskets dropped.

So now I'm left waiting on who knows what.