praying

i was more comfortable with my xanga...

1 week of summer has passed. still praying for this job. i cannot be in this house all summer.

some people say, then get out more? you dont know my situation, it's not that simple. why do people offer simple answers to other people's problems. it wouldn't be such a problem if it was that easy, now would it? "think before you speak" said the great Ray Mullings. still praying. 

so i met this boy for the 2nd time in my lifetime. fast forward nearly 10 years and here we are again. time sure knows how to alter relationships. this time for the very better. i was waiting on this. not him, but this. im happy with it. He is my Intern. and I am BOSS. Together, its Chocolate and Caramel aka The Perfect Plan. me and my metaphorical speech...

plan B? i don't have one. i don't want to need one. i'm praying. i spoke it into existence, i just need it to materialize. please just materialize. still praying. 

My Summer Solstice

Finally I, too, can exhale. My freshman year of college at the University of Maryland College Park has finally come to an end. It was fun. I can say that. I'm ready to make even more memories next year. I need to be more sociable. I have an interest but of course, he doesn't go to UMCP. It was a struggle to finish but when I was sitting there writing that last essay, I was like THIS IS IT. FINITO.

Summertime...I want to work. I want to have stacks! I want to enjoy it.

This blog needs to be revamped. 

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and the people said...

so people sit and talk and talk and talk about how real they are and they call out all the fake people and all the wrongs with people in this world. and everyone says "PREACH". well duh we're gonna tell you to preach the good news cause its the real ish. however the preacher can be a perpetrator just the same.